Last New Years Eve I made a Reiki ritual for the new year. I put on the list faith, trust and love. During 2020 I looked for them first outside of me and more and more toward the end inside. I always longed for trust,love and a home, while feeling lonely and not understood. Thank you 2020 and thank you to all the people that helped me. Thank you to my guides. Thank to myself for having the courage and strength and also sometimes for running away. Has been a long and painful at times journey. Is not ended, but now looks so much smoother. Because all I truly need starts in me. And somehow I did not see this for 40 years.