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4 days ago
2 min

Attachment styles

or when all comes as one piece....I studied this weekend more the 4 attachment styles. When checking them for the first time some time...

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Apr 5
1 min

Poetry, Stalker and the meaning of life

"So summer is gone, leaving no epitaph. It's still warm in the sun, only that's not enough. All that true could have come, like a...

mari19ian

Mar 26
2 min

Waiting for someone else

Hm after some months I have a partial idea what was the attached painting about. I thought for long was about my father and our sometimes...

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Mar 22
2 min

Solitude as the source of all evils

Was wondering the last past weeks from where come part of the fear of solitude that I felteven when embracing it almost fully. And then I...

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Mar 15
1 min

It's alright

Is fine to be complex and find new traits and complex emotions and feelings in new situations. I used to feel guilty and conflicted by...

mari19ian

Mar 11
2 min

Validation

The need for external validation was for many years an underground string desire. Underground because I told to myself that I did not...

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Mar 3
2 min

Family, back to the family

For the first time since I moved away from home I placed old, black and white photos of different members of my family on display. Before...

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Feb 15
2 min

Accepting versus reinventing

I realized during the past weeks that my subconscious reason for healing was reinventing myself aka self improvement. I did imagine...

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Feb 5
2 min

Dominance and aggression

I was born and raised in a more pronounced patriarchal society and family. Though my post is not intended to be only about that. Romania...

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Jan 28
2 min

Look with the eyes unclouded by hate

I heard this line in a Miyazaki movie and I remember thinking at it after the movie ended. I wondered what or how is to look with eyes...

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Jan 19
2 min

Compassion

Grief can be the garden of compassion. If you keep your heart open through everything, your pain can become your greatest ally in your ...

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Jan 11
1 min

Re-parenting the Wounded Child

I have a Wounded Child inside me. And I tried all my life ti run away from her, to run away from my trauma and strong emotions. When I...

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Jan 6
2 min

Happy 2021

“Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our ...

mari19ian

Dec 18, 2020
1 min

Trust part2

Last New Years Eve I made a Reiki ritual for the new year. I put on the list faith, trust and love. During 2020 I looked for them first...

mari19ian

Dec 15, 2020
1 min

Trust

I am lacking trust. For several months I have been stressing out about how to be more happy and feel more creative and free. I tried many...

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Dec 9, 2020
1 min

Limiting beliefs

Had several during my lifetime, but those that were at the root of them became more obvious today. Deep down I believe I am not worthy...

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Dec 4, 2020
1 min

Life is a journey

I am repeating myself, but somehow I got a new inside to what the journey really means for me now. And I can see now how much I evaluated...

mari19ian

Dec 3, 2020
1 min

Fear of love and freedom

How can you be afraid of them, right? In theory I was not either, I was very sure that I want them and I do what I could to have them....

Compassion - the key to a healthier life

mari19ian

Dec 1, 2020
1 min

Compassion - the key to a healthier life

Compassion for me is the key to happiness and to love. Compassion, as the attempt to help others in all forms, from saying thank you, to...

mari19ian

Nov 30, 2020
2 min

Think broadly

I have the tendency when I have a problem to obsess only on it and not see anything else. And if the problem does not have an immediate...

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