Comfort versus safety and lost fathers
The two subjects are not related, but as somehow they moved into my own healing journey around the same time I put them together. Comfort...
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mari19ian
- Sep 4
- 2 min
Emotions and perception
So true I feel this poem and also difficult at times. Is not easy accept each guest and is not easy vilifying some of the emotions, even...
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mari19ian
- Aug 29
- 2 min
Let life in
I got this message some years ago in the beginning of my journey partially documented in here. The message felt right but I had no idea...
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mari19ian
- Aug 14
- 2 min
Can you fully surrender to Source?
I saw this question asked in one of the groups I registered. And is one of those questions that I spent a lot of time with. Starting...
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mari19ian
- Aug 7
- 2 min
Family roles
Families behave like systems and in order for the system to work different people take different roles that can be carried on from the...
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mari19ian
- May 20
- 2 min
Stories, needs and change
Stories are those imaginary scenarios that I make about some future situations outcomes. Sometimes stories can also be about the past...
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mari19ian
- May 9
- 1 min
Shame, guilt and not being enough
Probably this is the title of my healing journey, as the feeling of guilt and being something wrong with me were deeply connected. And...
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mari19ian
- Apr 11
- 1 min
Home- looking for home
In a discussion last week the question - what did you run from or to- was asked related my moving pattern. On top that I actually I enjoy...
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mari19ian
- Mar 28
- 2 min
Lies we tell to ourselves
There are plenty and they are called justifications and reasoning, but not about that I want to talk in this post. Something deeper at...
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mari19ian
- Mar 21
- 2 min
Detachment
For an anxious when triggered habitual reaction that I have, reading about detachment and the saviour-persecutor-victim cycle has been a...
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mari19ian
- Mar 14
- 3 min
Fear part n
I wrote quite a few posts about fear, and I have met fear in my own healing process, that to explain it I see it as a return to peace and...
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mari19ian
- Mar 9
- 2 min
Respect, enough and taking decisions
Not having much in common, the only common trait of the two words is that I have felt what they really mean to me only recently. I have...
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mari19ian
- Mar 1
- 2 min
Spring and new beginnings
Spring is in the air, not really mostly wishful thinking, but have been several sunny days and the first spring flowers are already here....
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mari19ian
- Feb 21
- 1 min
Compliance vs authenticity
One of the things I have been struggling and found hard to see was compliance. In situations where I do not meet other people...
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mari19ian
- Feb 8
- 2 min
Flow of life and place in life
Life is like a river, taking you on a journey of discovery, not a direct path and not a logical A to B consequence. A river that has...
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mari19ian
- Feb 3
- 1 min
What you seek is seeking you - Rumi
And in order to find and be found you need trust, trust you are enough and what you bring to the table is enough. These days I am in...
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mari19ian
- Jan 20
- 1 min
Only for today
When I learned the reiki principles I wondered why they start with just for today or only for today. Why one day at a time?Until I ended...
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mari19ian
- Jan 12
- 1 min
Feeling victimized or the role we play in our suffering
Feeling victimized can be an active choice and that brings power in a subtle way, power coming from getting help because the others might...
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mari19ian
- Jan 8
- 1 min
Control and trust
Control and trust, especially self trust are antagonist. This blog has been dwelling in my journey with control, that was a large part of...
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