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Accepting versus reinventing
I realized during the past weeks that my subconscious reason for healing was reinventing myself aka self improvement. I did imagine...
mari19ian
Feb 15, 20212 min read
Dominance and aggression
I was born and raised in a more pronounced patriarchal society and family. Though my post is not intended to be only about that. Romania...
mari19ian
Feb 5, 20212 min read
Look with the eyes unclouded by hate
I heard this line in a Miyazaki movie and I remember thinking at it after the movie ended. I wondered what or how is to look with eyes...
mari19ian
Jan 28, 20212 min read


Compassion
Grief can be the garden of compassion. If you keep your heart open through everything, your pain can become your greatest ally in your ...
mari19ian
Jan 19, 20212 min read


Re-parenting the Wounded Child
I have a Wounded Child inside me. And I tried all my life ti run away from her, to run away from my trauma and strong emotions. When I...
mari19ian
Jan 11, 20211 min read


Happy 2021
“Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our ...
mari19ian
Jan 6, 20212 min read


Trust part2
Last New Years Eve I made a Reiki ritual for the new year. I put on the list faith, trust and love. During 2020 I looked for them first...
mari19ian
Dec 18, 20201 min read


Limiting beliefs
Had several during my lifetime, but those that were at the root of them became more obvious today. Deep down I believe I am not worthy...
mari19ian
Dec 9, 20201 min read


Life is a journey
I am repeating myself, but somehow I got a new inside to what the journey really means for me now. And I can see now how much I evaluated...
mari19ian
Dec 4, 20201 min read


Fear of love and freedom
How can you be afraid of them, right? In theory I was not either, I was very sure that I want them and I do what I could to have them....
mari19ian
Dec 3, 20201 min read


Compassion - the key to a healthier life
Compassion for me is the key to happiness and to love. Compassion, as the attempt to help others in all forms, from saying thank you, to...
mari19ian
Dec 1, 20201 min read


Think broadly
I have the tendency when I have a problem to obsess only on it and not see anything else. And if the problem does not have an immediate...
mari19ian
Nov 30, 20202 min read


Dig a little deeper
Attached the link from a song in a movie cartoon that I fully align with. In many ways healing is digging a little deeper or maybe not so...
mari19ian
Nov 27, 20202 min read


Anger, sadness and a carnelian bracelet
Even they seems pretty different they are all 3 connected. When starting to heal a lot of anger and sadness showed up. In different...
mari19ian
Nov 24, 20201 min read
Gratitude and healing
The past two weeks I have been cleaning a deep seated blockage (considering the resistance and the overwhelming emotions that come...
mari19ian
Nov 17, 20201 min read


Shame, the unbearable weight
Shame is one of the most common place emotions. Defined as a painful feeling of humiliation or distress caused by the consciousness of...
mari19ian
Nov 10, 20201 min read
Fear of change or cherishing your time?
I felt kind of blocked the past two weeks and low on energy. The situation at my work does not match me anymore, but I am afraid to make...
mari19ian
Nov 4, 20201 min read
Healing via talking with people that are not there
Sounds a little crazy or like I see dead people from the The Sixth Sense movie. Is very useful, especially when the unexpressed emotions...
mari19ian
Oct 29, 20201 min read


Gaslighting or why I feel abandoned?
So how do I know gaslighting? I grew up with it. My most heard comments of my childhood and adulthood from my mother and sometimes my...
mari19ian
Oct 27, 20202 min read
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