mari19ianJul 8, 20211 minHealthy versus unhealthy guilt and shameThe parenting in my family for generations was done with guilt and shame. And was so much intertwined with what was said to be love, or...
mari19ianJul 7, 20211 minSurrenderOne of the repeating messages and part of my healing journey is to surrender. And that lead me to wonder what was surrendering? letting...
mari19ianJun 30, 20211 minDoing nothingThe message that come to me the past days was do nothing. Standstill and wait for things to unfold. Hm that is not that easy and for sure...
mari19ianJun 24, 20211 minInner child - part 6 and letting goI find challenging to let go of situations and people that run their course in my life and I can acknowledge that. Behind the maybe I...
mari19ianJun 19, 20212 minInner child -part 5I mentioned in a previous post that one my childhood life scripts was that I felt responsible for my caregivers and extended from there...
mari19ianJun 14, 20211 minInner child part 4This one has contains a repetition, and a clarification in my childhood beliefs. I mentioned in a previous part that I saw myself as...
mari19ianJun 2, 20211 minInner child - part 3And there might be more to come. Or not. Guess will see. And more realizations to come too. I am triggered by anger and what I perceive...
mari19ianMay 27, 20212 minInner child - part 2So been doing some exercises of connection to my inner child - the part that reacts emotionally very strong with emotions connected to...
mari19ianMay 18, 20212 minInner childI have been watching several of the youtube videos of Patrick Teahan. They spoke to me in a new way as many of them are roleplays showing...