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mari19ian
Jun 7, 20231 min read
Change and stories
She taught me this above all else: things which don't shift and grow are dead things L Marmon Silko. Found this quote that talks to me in...
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mari19ian
May 28, 20232 min read
You are the world before being a person
To paraphrase a song lyric I love- and felt like my topic this week and mostly this weekend. That I am the world in its variability,...
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mari19ian
May 21, 20232 min read
Surrender - reinterpretation
I did write about surrender before. From asking myself what exactly surrender was and is and how to get there. For a person with a...
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mari19ian
May 14, 20232 min read
Work related triggers
I haven't elaborated until now work triggers. I have enumerated a number of triggers and triggering situations and learning to manage...
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mari19ian
May 8, 20231 min read
Detachment
The message with detachment appeared at some point in my view, and though I liked the idea I did not quite grasp what was exactly about....
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mari19ian
May 1, 20231 min read
Resentment
Resentment is a pretty common feeling that can appear and occupy part of our energetic resources. And for a long time I associated it...
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mari19ian
Apr 23, 20232 min read
Codependency in Midsommar
I finally watched Midsommar, but not that triggered the idea of this post. An interesting movie and in depth analysis of how one can end...
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mari19ian
Apr 16, 20232 min read
Fear and solitude vs loneliness
I have a long and pretty solid relationship with fear, probably one of the most resilient and long-lived one in my life. Sometimes what...
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mari19ian
Apr 10, 20232 min read
Layla and limerence
I heard yesterday Layla and this time round I paid attention to the lyrics. Did that also in the past and found them romantic, this time...
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mari19ian
Apr 2, 20232 min read
One love and the miser archetype
Or I should hold tight to a certain situation, either in my love, financial or job situation as the one and only possible alternative....
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mari19ian
Mar 26, 20231 min read
Honour you own path
We all have our own path, or situations, people, events that we naturally favour and that is something to be honoured and followed even...
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mari19ian
Mar 20, 20232 min read
Happy spring
Astronomic spring is just around the corner even the meteorological one might not look to be that close. Though even the meteorological...
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mari19ian
Jan 16, 20231 min read
Road from emotions to actions
One of the things that can help a lot when experiencing very strong emotions / triggers and even subconscious patterns is to separate the...
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mari19ian
Dec 31, 20223 min read
Happy 2023
A new year is just around the corner and in a way a new cycle- winter is still on with the invitation to go in and become more attuned to...
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mari19ian
Nov 22, 20222 min read
Life is a journey without destination
I haven't been writing in a while. Got busy, stressed and tired. And tried to work though some released energy, old emotions and old...
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mari19ian
Oct 16, 20221 min read
Need of recognition, self righteousness and shadow work
I have been influenced by my need of recognition, of being the good child and being loved for that for a very long time. When making the...
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mari19ian
Oct 9, 20221 min read
Perception and reality
Reality is filtered by our perception, we do not see reality just an image of it redesigned by our view of the world coming from past...
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mari19ian
Sep 25, 20223 min read
Comfort versus safety and lost fathers
The two subjects are not related, but as somehow they moved into my own healing journey around the same time I put them together. Comfort...
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mari19ian
Sep 4, 20222 min read
Emotions and perception
So true I feel this poem and also difficult at times. Is not easy accept each guest and is not easy vilifying some of the emotions, even...
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mari19ian
Aug 29, 20222 min read
Let life in
I got this message some years ago in the beginning of my journey partially documented in here. The message felt right but I had no idea...
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