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mari19ian
Aug 14, 20222 min read
Can you fully surrender to Source?
I saw this question asked in one of the groups I registered. And is one of those questions that I spent a lot of time with. Starting...
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mari19ian
Aug 7, 20222 min read
Family roles
Families behave like systems and in order for the system to work different people take different roles that can be carried on from the...
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mari19ian
May 20, 20222 min read
Stories, needs and change
Stories are those imaginary scenarios that I make about some future situations outcomes. Sometimes stories can also be about the past...
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mari19ian
May 9, 20221 min read
Shame, guilt and not being enough
Probably this is the title of my healing journey, as the feeling of guilt and being something wrong with me were deeply connected. And...
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mari19ian
Apr 11, 20221 min read
Home- looking for home
In a discussion last week the question - what did you run from or to- was asked related my moving pattern. On top that I actually I enjoy...
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mari19ian
Mar 28, 20222 min read
Lies we tell to ourselves
There are plenty and they are called justifications and reasoning, but not about that I want to talk in this post. Something deeper at...
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mari19ian
Mar 21, 20222 min read
Detachment
For an anxious when triggered habitual reaction that I have, reading about detachment and the saviour-persecutor-victim cycle has been a...
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mari19ian
Mar 14, 20223 min read
Fear part n
I wrote quite a few posts about fear, and I have met fear in my own healing process, that to explain it I see it as a return to peace and...
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mari19ian
Mar 9, 20222 min read
Respect, enough and taking decisions
Not having much in common, the only common trait of the two words is that I have felt what they really mean to me only recently. I have...
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mari19ian
Mar 1, 20222 min read
Spring and new beginnings
Spring is in the air, not really mostly wishful thinking, but have been several sunny days and the first spring flowers are already here....
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mari19ian
Feb 21, 20221 min read
Compliance vs authenticity
One of the things I have been struggling and found hard to see was compliance. In situations where I do not meet other people...
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mari19ian
Feb 8, 20222 min read
Flow of life and place in life
Life is like a river, taking you on a journey of discovery, not a direct path and not a logical A to B consequence. A river that has...
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mari19ian
Feb 3, 20221 min read
What you seek is seeking you - Rumi
And in order to find and be found you need trust, trust you are enough and what you bring to the table is enough. These days I am in...
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mari19ian
Jan 20, 20221 min read
Only for today
When I learned the reiki principles I wondered why they start with just for today or only for today. Why one day at a time?Until I ended...
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mari19ian
Jan 12, 20221 min read
Feeling victimized or the role we play in our suffering
Feeling victimized can be an active choice and that brings power in a subtle way, power coming from getting help because the others might...
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mari19ian
Jan 8, 20221 min read
Control and trust
Control and trust, especially self trust are antagonist. This blog has been dwelling in my journey with control, that was a large part of...
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mari19ian
Jan 7, 20221 min read
Freedom and choice
The most frequent element in my tattoos are feathers. I did not think much of it when individual tattoo choices were made, but later on I...
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mari19ian
Dec 31, 20213 min read
On the way to 2022
I am grateful for 2021. Was an uncomfortable and empowering ride. Started with a total fit in persona- mask, happy, optimist, never...
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mari19ian
Dec 17, 20212 min read
Rebirth and getting comfortable with the uncomfortable
Rebirth A caterpillar is reborn as a butterfly. An old dysfunctional pattern of unworthiness dissolves and from its ashes, a healthy...
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